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Tuesday, December 7, 2010 , 8:27 PM

i have no idea what is wrong with my parents like seriously!
i wanna go try out for the JYP audition. they dont allow me. Why?!
what is wrong with trying to be a singer?
my mum said i dont have the body and the looks.
WHATEVER.

so lets see. the audition is tmr and my mum said she wanna follow me. i was like NO WAY!
cos... its a korean audition and if my mum finds out, she'll kill me. cos she doesnt like korean guys. cos they wear make-up thus they're gay. -.-"
wtf la.

so now, i cant go cos she said if she's not following me, i cant go.
great! my "dream" has been crushed. i think i'll regret not going but its for the best.
still got YG audition in January 2011. can still try.
but this time, im not gonna tell my family ANYTHING abt it.
i'll just say i got something on that day. maybe i'll be working?

why are parents so problematic and not understandable?
my dad he will protect me until im 21 which is when i'll be free to do anything i want.
but im gonna be 18 next year. im a GROWN-UP already and being 18 means im legal for doing anything. eg. getting married & buying cigars ( i dont smoke!)
how long are they gonna OVER-PROTECT me?

btw, they said i had a bad heart. as in like evil. okay WHATEVER. so what if im bad?
no one in this world are GOOD anyway.
so what im a two-faced? will it changed?
NEVER. IM JUST GONNA PUT UP WITH EVERYTHING.
FINE.

MY.LIFE.IS.A.HORROR.YET.SADISTIC.STORY.
xD

내 사랑하는 부모님께, 당신은 단지 가수가되고 따님의 꿈을 뭉개고있다. 지금 행복하니?



Wednesday, November 24, 2010 , 1:38 PM

I NEED TO GET A JOB!! :((

Monday, November 8, 2010 , 3:31 PM

yeahhh im back! so o-levels is almost over. :D but i dont think im happy with it.
first, i slack throughout the year which is bad. even Mrs Sui said so.
second, maths screwed up like mad?! gonna fail it anyway.

dear mr choy, i will not cry on the results day because i know i would have failed maths already. :)

let me review the papers.

English was okay. can pass. maybe C5 or B4? i think i screwed up my compo. have no idea what i wrote.

Math... dont talk about it. KILLER! :(

Chemistry... EASY!

Geography... okayyy onlyyy.

Poa... ohmygod! i can do!! its easier than mrs wang's papers. :/

Biology... 50/50

Social Studies... SECOND KILLER!

Malay, Art and Sci MCQ not yet...

peace.



Sunday, October 10, 2010 , 4:02 PM

just watched Piranha 3D online. this movie scared my wits out many times! its just... shocking. i was concentrating on the movie and then unexpectedly, BOOM! SURPRISE! :S i wasnt prepared for any of that...

well, im still stuck in Art. have to draw digital watches this time round. its TOUGHER than my ropes! :( hope Mr Tan wont scold me if i didnt do a good job.

1 more week left for school and after that, it is time for study break which lasts for a week only. =.= better than nothing. xD

2 more weeks to Science practical. hope i wont screw it up and hopefully, can answer the qns with ease. :x

shall blog next time when there's time. :)
adieus.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010 , 8:59 PM

IF ONLY I HADNT CONFESSED... THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN NORMAL.
I REGRET IT SO MUCH.
& THATS WHY IM NOT SO MUCH INTO GUYS ANYMORE.
IM OCCUPIED WITH SCHOOL, KOREAN AND MY LIFE.

DAMN BOYS.

Saturday, July 17, 2010 , 11:27 AM

lets see... i will fail Maths... DEFINITELY.
Chemistry im nt sure yet. maybe can just pass? :O hope so.
well, im confident in Geography cos i kinda studied.
Social Studies... im also not sure.

i find that Maths Paper 2 is easier than Maths Paper 1. i dont know why Cheryl said the other way around. maybe because there was a graph question and im confident in that qn ONLY. hahas. watched Despicable Me with Cheryl and Navin yesterday. It was a FULL HOUSE! :)

so funny, adorable, touching and nice! the audience laughed so much. simply love it.

4 more days to Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension. 1 more month to fasting, English O-Level Oral and Mother Tongue O-level results. seriously, i hope to get a distinction for my oral and maybe an A2 for my malay. well, i know i wrote rubbish for my composition. 4-5 months left before O-levels officially starts.

oh please let me get what i want! Ya Allah.

After O-levels, there are some things that i wanna get before January 2011.

1) Tickets to Super Junior Super Show 3 in Singapore!
2) An Ipod Touch.
3) A new phone. (my contract ends in October!)
4) SHINee's new album - Lucifer.

woots. kay bye. shall youtube now. :D

Thursday, July 15, 2010 , 5:11 PM

I WILL TOTALLY FLUNK MY TERM 3 EXAMS SO BADLY.

SCREWED UP CHEMISTRY, SOCIAL STUDIES, MATH AND POA.

DIE. :(

IF THOSE PAPERS WERE O-LEVEL PAPERS, HOW HIDAYAH?