SIWON! :)
argh. i don't know what is wrong with me. maybe i have mood swings much worse than...... actually, i think i am not myself. its as if i want to impress somebody & so i am changing myself. from the beginning, i've always wanted to change.

when i was in primary school, i was dislike by some people. i have no idea why. no, i was hated. i only had 1 friend that i could trust at that time. the rest... i had lost hope. now im in secondary school, well, i made a lot of friends and even have best friends. but im showing my fake me. it wasnt me. i told myself that i had to change myself. so i tried to make myself cute. i was acting cute. i am such a loner. everytime i see my friends laughing, sometimes im nt sure whether i should laugh. if they saw the real me, i am sure they will hate me.

even now, i want to go out with them but there was somebody who is in my way. i feel like she took over my place. im nt even sure whether i should go since she's going. i heard that everyone had fun. then i was wondering, if i were there instead of her, would it be boring or fun. i am nt sure. i feel like showing my true self. but i'll try to control it.

this is true. im nt faking it. im nt feeling that good rite nw. this is a confession from myself.

how i wish Super Junior & 2PM will come to Singapore!