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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
, 5:05 PM
⇨oh~ Magic.
nowadays, i felt weird. i mean 2010 is not a good year for me i guess. O-levels, fought with Cheryl, people talking behind my back & i kept emoing.
so just now, mdm yahidah [sp?] asked me why i so sad in the morning. well, i had chest pain in the morning. i have no idea why. its like the air is trapped there then i cant breathe properly. Art was a free period. :) but cheryl went to sit with shi hua. i understand that she went to her cos she need help in chinese. then navin came over and he asked me why im sitting alone. sigh. i knew he knew the answer. so yeah. i was lonely.
then navin told cheryl everything. then cheryl said 'dont be angry with me' cos she thought i was angry at her cos she left me alone. but i wasnt. well, maybe? a bit? hahas. i was like gonna cry. i mean this is the second time it happened to me this year. BEING ALONE.
all of sudden, i miss atikah. i wanted to call and voice out everything but i think she's too busy to entertain me. how i wished she was there. at least, i got a friend to talk to.
next topic. ~~
someone told me there are people who talked behind my back. i mean i know its natural. but its too much. is there any reason why i can't like korean pop stars? go check urself. maybe behind our back, you like them. so stop talking behind my back, bitch and whoever not.
friends are supposed to be trustworthy. but i guess ur not. one second you will say good things about me but later, behind my back, you said bad things about me to others. i mean i cant trust you. thats why i didnt share any of my secrets with you anymore. i was already warned by other people about you. so yeah. bring it on! & stop pretending like you know everything. people already knows about that habit of yours.
im ranting on my blog cos i cant bottled up this feelings anymore.
so sorry to readers. wait. i dont think there's any readers who is reading my blog.
anyway, bye. :)
so just now, mdm yahidah [sp?] asked me why i so sad in the morning. well, i had chest pain in the morning. i have no idea why. its like the air is trapped there then i cant breathe properly. Art was a free period. :) but cheryl went to sit with shi hua. i understand that she went to her cos she need help in chinese. then navin came over and he asked me why im sitting alone. sigh. i knew he knew the answer. so yeah. i was lonely.
then navin told cheryl everything. then cheryl said 'dont be angry with me' cos she thought i was angry at her cos she left me alone. but i wasnt. well, maybe? a bit? hahas. i was like gonna cry. i mean this is the second time it happened to me this year. BEING ALONE.
all of sudden, i miss atikah. i wanted to call and voice out everything but i think she's too busy to entertain me. how i wished she was there. at least, i got a friend to talk to.
next topic. ~~
someone told me there are people who talked behind my back. i mean i know its natural. but its too much. is there any reason why i can't like korean pop stars? go check urself. maybe behind our back, you like them. so stop talking behind my back, bitch and whoever not.
friends are supposed to be trustworthy. but i guess ur not. one second you will say good things about me but later, behind my back, you said bad things about me to others. i mean i cant trust you. thats why i didnt share any of my secrets with you anymore. i was already warned by other people about you. so yeah. bring it on! & stop pretending like you know everything. people already knows about that habit of yours.
im ranting on my blog cos i cant bottled up this feelings anymore.
so sorry to readers. wait. i dont think there's any readers who is reading my blog.
anyway, bye. :)