Thursday, May 20, 2010 , 6:49 PM

⇨almost cried.

well, i wasnt crying over art. well, i guess im being too emotional and sensitive.

i cant believe she said this to me. wth!
okay this is what happened.
Y is another girl, H is me. i shall re-enact the scene.
we were at the bus stop.

y: She got lend ur ipod touch to you before?
H: No.
Y: So sad. we play together okay?
H: No thanks.
Y: She lend me until next monday. Im so happy. Cos she lend someone's iphone so she lend me her ipod touch.
H: oh good for you. *give her a fake smile.*

what is she trying to imply? okay. its fine that she didnt lend me.
hello? we've been friend for 5 years. what about you?
please dont try to provoke my feelings.
its fine that you always spend time with her. but i need a lil bit of her touch too.
i mean people kept asking me, "Hey hidayah. Ur best friend gt new friend leh." or "you fought with her is it? She nowadays not close with you anymore leh."

these were the comments that people said to me. well, its fine that you're keeping her company. its okay really. but give me some space.
im jealous? no.

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people said that you're changing. well at first i didnt notice but now im gonna start noticing.
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so today i did my five stations for NAPFA. i didnt expect that my standing board jump will get 155cm! cos usually i get 140-150cm. & my shuttle run also! last year, i just passed which is 13 seconds but today i did 11.8 seconds! i damn happy. i was so much faster. but sadly, i failed my sit-ups. i only managed to do 12. passing is 19! so much!!!! nevermind shall retake next time. :D

i guess thats all. bye.

i wanna go back to the past...