i wanna go try out for the JYP audition. they dont allow me. Why?!

what is wrong with trying to be a singer?

my mum said i dont have the body and the looks.

WHATEVER.

so lets see. the audition is tmr and my mum said she wanna follow me. i was like NO WAY!

cos... its a korean audition and if my mum finds out, she'll kill me. cos she doesnt like korean guys. cos they wear make-up thus they're gay. -.-"

wtf la.

so now, i cant go cos she said if she's not following me, i cant go.

great! my "dream" has been crushed. i think i'll regret not going but its for the best.

still got YG audition in January 2011. can still try.

but this time, im not gonna tell my family ANYTHING abt it.

i'll just say i got something on that day. maybe i'll be working?

why are parents so problematic and not understandable?

my dad he will protect me until im 21 which is when i'll be free to do anything i want.

but im gonna be 18 next year. im a GROWN-UP already and being 18 means im legal for doing anything. eg. getting married & buying cigars ( i dont smoke!)

how long are they gonna OVER-PROTECT me?

btw, they said i had a bad heart. as in like evil. okay WHATEVER. so what if im bad?

no one in this world are GOOD anyway.

so what im a two-faced? will it changed?

NEVER. IM JUST GONNA PUT UP WITH EVERYTHING.

FINE.

MY.LIFE.IS.A.HORROR.YET.SADISTIC.STORY.

xD